I’m seven months pregnant, my belly heavy as stone, and he still slammed the bucket onto the floor. “You sit at home all day and can’t even keep this place clean?” I barely opened my mouth when his slap cracked across my face—my ears ringing like I’d been shoved underwater. “It hurts… the baby too,” I cried, backing away, arms wrapped around my stomach. He leaned in, cold and furious. “Shut up. Stop pretending.”
Then I looked down and saw red blooming through my dress.
His name is Derek Miles, and two years ago he was the guy who held doors open and brought soup when I had the flu. Now he watched me fold in half on the kitchen tile like I was an inconvenience. I tried to breathe through the panic, telling myself it was just spotting, that pregnant women spot sometimes—until another warm wave slid down my thigh.
“Derek,” I whispered, reaching for the counter, “I think something’s wrong.”
He rolled his eyes as if I’d asked him to take out the trash. “You always have to make it dramatic.”
The pain sharpened, a tight band cinching my lower back. I shuffled toward my phone on the table, but he snatched it first. “No. You don’t call anyone,” he said. “You’re not embarrassing me.”
My neighbor, Mrs. Alvarez, had given me her number after she heard him yelling last month. I’d saved it under “Pharmacy” so Derek wouldn’t notice. Now my hands shook as I stared at the locked screen in his palm.
“Please,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “Just let me sit. Let me call my doctor.”
He stepped closer, blocking the doorway. His face was calm in the way a storm goes quiet before it hits. “You want to be ungrateful? Fine,” he said, and with one hard shove he sent me stumbling. My shoulder slammed the fridge, and lightning shot through my abdomen. I slid down, clutching my belly, and felt the baby flutter—then go still.
Derek looked at the spreading blood, at my trembling hands, and he smiled like he’d won.
In that second, I understood: tonight I either stay silent… or I survive.
I forced my eyes to stay open. If I passed out, he could say I “fell,” and no one would question it. Derek’s phone buzzed in his pocket—work, probably—something that always mattered more than me. While he glanced down, I crawled an inch at a time toward the pantry where he’d tossed my purse earlier. Each move sent a hot pulse through my belly, but I kept going, nails scraping tile.
“Stop that,” he snapped, noticing. He grabbed my ankle and yanked me back. My head knocked the cabinet. Stars popped behind my eyes.
That was the moment fear turned into something else—rage, maybe, or clarity. “You’re going to kill us,” I said, voice raw.
He crouched, close enough that I smelled the beer on his breath. “You’re not leaving,” he whispered. “Not after everything I’ve done for you.”
Everything he’d done: the rent he reminded me he paid, the friends he’d pushed away, the bank account he’d “managed” until my debit card stopped working. I thought of the prenatal appointment I’d missed because he hid my car keys. I thought of my mom in Ohio, confused by my short texts, believing Derek’s story that pregnancy had made me “emotional.”
Derek stood and walked toward the sink, rinsing the bucket like he had all the time in the world. The faucet ran loud. I used it as cover and fumbled inside my purse, fingers slick with blood, until I found the tiny spare key Mrs. Alvarez had pressed into my hand for her back door. “If you ever need me,” she’d said, “no questions.”
My phone wasn’t there. Derek must’ve taken it. But my old smartwatch was—dead most days because he called it “a stupid toy.” I tapped it awake with shaking fingers. One percent battery. The screen offered one option: Emergency SOS.
I held my breath and pressed until it vibrated.
The watch began counting down. Derek turned, suspicious. “What are you doing?”
“Nothing,” I lied, swallowing the scream in my throat as another cramp tore through me.
The countdown hit zero.
A shrill alarm blared from my wrist. Derek lunged, grabbing my arm, trying to rip it off. I twisted, the strap cutting my skin, and screamed so loud my throat burned. “Help! Please!”
For the first time, he looked scared—not of me, but of being heard. He slammed his hand over my mouth. I bit him, hard. He cursed and pulled back, blood on his knuckle.
Somewhere outside, a door opened. Mrs. Alvarez’s voice called, sharp and urgent: “Lena? Are you okay?”
Derek froze, eyes wild, as sirens began to rise in the distance.
The sirens weren’t close yet, but Derek’s panic made him clumsy. He backed toward the hallway, searching for a way to control the scene. “Tell her you’re fine,” he hissed. “Tell her you slipped.”
Mrs. Alvarez knocked again, louder. “I’m calling 911!”
“I already did,” I rasped. I pushed myself up on the counter and reached the front door. Derek grabbed for my wrist, but the blood on my hands made me slippery. I yanked free and turned the deadbolt.
Mrs. Alvarez stood there in her housecoat, phone in hand, eyes widening at the sight of me. “Oh my God,” she breathed.
Derek appeared behind me, wearing a calm voice like a mask. “She’s hysterical. Pregnancy hormones—”
“Step back,” Mrs. Alvarez snapped. She moved between us like a shield. “Lena, come with me. Now.”
I followed her through the side yard and into her kitchen. She sat me down and pressed a towel between my knees while she spoke to the dispatcher. I heard my name, my address, and the words “pregnant” and “bleeding” repeated with steady certainty.
When the police arrived, Derek tried to meet them on the porch, hands up, playing the wounded husband. But the officers looked past him—at the smeared blood on the doorframe, at my swollen face, at the shaking in my hands. They separated us immediately.
An ambulance followed. The paramedic checked my vitals and asked simple questions. I kept one hand on my belly, terrified the baby had gone still for good. At the hospital they rushed me into triage, strapped monitors around my stomach, and finally—finally—I heard a fast, steady heartbeat through the speaker. I cried so hard my ribs hurt.
A social worker came in with paperwork and a steady voice. She explained an emergency protective order, a shelter if I needed it, and a hotline number I could call anytime. She didn’t make me prove my fear; she treated it like truth.
My mom arrived the next morning, having driven overnight from Ohio. She took one look at my bruised cheek and said, “We’re getting you out.”
Derek was arrested for domestic assault. A judge granted a restraining order, and my mom helped me pack while he was barred from the apartment. It wasn’t a neat ending—there were court dates and therapy sessions, and nights I woke up shaking—but it was the first week in a long time that felt like mine.
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