At 2:17 a.m., I lay perfectly still in my bed, forcing my breathing to stay slow and even while my husband, Derek Collins, crept around our bedroom wearing latex gloves and carrying a black bag I had never seen before. Three hours earlier, I had poured the chamomile tea he made me every night down the sink instead of drinking it. For nearly a month, that tea had knocked me into a heavy, dreamless sleep that left me groggy, bruised, and confused each morning. I had started to suspect he was drugging me. Tonight, I needed proof.
Through barely open eyes, I watched him set up a small camera on the dresser facing the bed. A red light blinked on. My heart pounded so loudly I was sure he could hear it, but I kept my body limp. Derek checked a small notebook, then began taking photos of me with his phone. He adjusted my arms, tilted my head, even tugged at my pajama top to make it look disheveled. Each time he moved me, he snapped more pictures. He wasn’t hesitant. He was methodical, practiced.
Then his phone buzzed. He smiled at the screen and typed quickly. After a moment, he took more photos and immediately sent them. Someone was instructing him.
The nightmare had started three weeks earlier. I would wake up exhausted, sometimes with unexplained bruises or my clothes twisted strangely. My sister Emily once told me I had called her late at night, slurring my words, repeating myself—something I had no memory of. I began tracking the pattern and realized the deep, drugged sleep only happened when Derek was home and made my tea.
Now, as he collected something from my skin with a small swab and sealed it in a plastic bag, the truth was undeniable. My husband wasn’t just drugging me. He was documenting me. Recording me. Sharing me.
Before leaving the room, he leaned down and kissed my forehead gently. “Sweet dreams, Anna,” he whispered.
Minutes later, I heard the front door close and his car pull away.
I waited ten more minutes before sitting up, shaking. Then I opened the locked briefcase under our bed using our anniversary date.
What I found on his hidden laptop would change my life forever.
The laptop was still logged in. My hands trembled as I opened the folders.
There were hundreds of photos and videos of me—organized by date. Some showed me simply sleeping. Others showed me posed in ways that made my stomach turn. My arms positioned unnaturally. My clothing rearranged. My body treated like an object.
But I wasn’t the only one.
Other folders were labeled with women’s names—Rachel Turner, Melissa Grant, Lauren Hayes. Each contained the same type of material: staged photos, videos, timestamps. Many dated back years.
Inside a document labeled “Client Records,” I discovered the truth. Derek had been running an online operation where paying customers could request live-streamed access to unconscious women. Different pricing tiers were listed: photo sets, live sessions, custom requests. There was even a “premium level” described only as “final phase.”
My folder had recent notes attached. “Subject becoming suspicious,” one entry read. “Timeline accelerated.”
Accelerated for what?
In another email exchange from two days earlier, a customer asked, “When is she ready for permanent access?” Derek responded: “Soon. Final preparations underway.”
I felt ice spread through my chest.
I copied everything—photos, emails, financial records—onto a flash drive. In his handwritten notebook hidden in a dresser drawer, he documented drug dosages, how long I stayed unconscious, my physical reactions, even what I ate before sessions. It read like clinical research notes.
By 5:00 a.m., I was at my neighbor Mr. Thompson’s house, shaking as I explained everything. He admitted Derek often left at 2 or 3 a.m. and sometimes had late-night visitors who parked down the street.
We called 911, but the dispatcher treated it like a domestic dispute. They promised to send someone when available.
That wasn’t fast enough.
I called my sister Emily, who worked at County General Hospital. Within an hour, she arrived with Detective Laura Martinez, a friend who specialized in drug-facilitated crimes. One look at the evidence and Martinez immediately contacted her unit.
“This isn’t just about you,” she said. “This is organized exploitation. Possibly interstate.”
By afternoon, multiple agencies were involved. Several phone numbers in Derek’s records matched known suspects in similar cases. Arrests were coordinated across state lines.
But Derek was still free.
He was due home that evening.
Detective Martinez proposed a controlled arrest. I would act normal. Drink the tea. Wear a wire. Officers would surround the house and wait until he began setting up.
I was terrified. But if we caught him mid-act, the case would be airtight.
At 7:00 p.m., Derek walked in smiling, carrying flowers and my favorite chocolates.
“I missed you,” he said warmly.
I smiled back.
And waited.
That night, everything felt painfully ordinary.
Derek made chamomile tea in the kitchen while I sat on the couch, wearing a concealed microphone taped beneath my shirt. Unmarked police vehicles were positioned around the block. Detective Martinez listened from a surveillance van.
Derek handed me the cup with the same soft smile he had perfected over years. I lifted it to my lips and pretended to drink.
“Sweet dreams, Anna,” he said, kissing my forehead.
I went to bed and lay still.
Twenty minutes later, he retrieved the black bag from the closet. He put on latex gloves. He positioned the camera. He opened his notebook.
“Angle looks good tonight,” he muttered, typing on his phone.
That was the signal.
The bedroom door burst open. “Police! Don’t move!”
Derek froze. The color drained from his face as officers surrounded him. He looked at the camera, then at the black bag in his hands, then at me sitting upright in bed.
“You knew,” he whispered.
“I know everything,” I replied.
The investigation uncovered seventeen confirmed victims across four states. Digital evidence tied Derek to an underground subscription network that profited from exploiting unconscious women. Financial records showed years of transactions.
He was charged with multiple federal crimes, including human trafficking, non-consensual exploitation, and distribution of controlled substances. At trial, several victims testified. The evidence was overwhelming.
Derek Collins was sentenced to life in federal prison without parole.
Recovery wasn’t immediate. I moved in with Emily and attended trauma therapy for months. Trust had to be rebuilt from the ground up. But I refused to let what happened define me.
A year later, I founded Safe Rest Initiative, a nonprofit that educates people about drug-facilitated abuse and digital exploitation. We partner with hospitals and law enforcement to provide resources and awareness programs across the country.
If there is one thing I learned, it’s this: trust your instincts. Subtle red flags matter. Patterns matter. Your safety matters.
If you or someone you know notices unexplained memory loss, sudden behavioral changes, or feels unsafe in a relationship, speak up. Document everything. Reach out to trusted friends, family, or local authorities.
Silence protects predators. Awareness protects people.
Share this story. Start conversations. Support organizations fighting exploitation in your community.
Because the bravest thing you can do might be the decision to stay awake.













