Dearest Mother, I write these words hoping somehow they will reach you—though each word seems to pull me further away from you. I can’t stop seeing Virginia: the rest stop, the vending machine next to the restroom, the tattered stuffed reindeer swaying as a warning. You stared at it, frozen in place. “Don’t look,” I whispered—but it was too late. A voice behind me said, “Too late. Come back here to me.” I turned…and I was gone. Twenty years later, I return to start over—if you are still waiting, and if you are ready for what really happened that day.
Dear Mom,I’m writing this the only way I know how—like a letter—because talking about that day out loud still makes my throat lock up. I keep seeing Virginia as if it’s a photo that won’t fade: the interstate rest stop off I-81, the humming soda machine beside the bathrooms, the dull fluorescent lights that made…