At my twins’ funeral—gone in their sleep—my mother-in-law leaned close and hissed, “God took them because He knew what kind of mother you are.” My chest split open. Tears burned as I screamed, “Can’t you at least stay quiet today?” Her hand cracked across my face. She grabbed my hair and slammed my head against their coffins. “You’d better shut up,” she snarled, “unless you want to end up in there too…”
The night our twins died started like any other Tuesday—bottles on the rack, a pile of onesies on the couch, the baby monitor glowing beside my bed. Harper and Hudson were eight weeks old. Michael kissed my forehead and whispered, “We finally got them on the same schedule.” At 2:13 a.m., I woke because the…